That Terrifying Night—

I’ll never forget that night.  I was 17 weeks pregnant with my first.  I stood in the kitchen slicing vegetables for supper.  I stopped, stared at the knife in my hands and thought, “I wonder what would happen if I cut my baby out.  Would the baby be ok?  What if I just took this…

Journaling Infertility

I have journaled since the age of 14.  Almost every single day.  What started out as “Dear Diary” entries in my Lisa Frank Journal as a teenager, with a lock and key of course, recently turned in to “Dear God” journal entries and prayers.  I can look back and read about freshman year gossip, fights…